So…With me having Cancer, things were put in perspective. I let go of so many unimportant things in my life, but I realized lately petty things keep sneaking up on me taking up my valuable time.
It is almost like my mind has put aside that I am not on the fast track to death, so I got time to deal with silly things. I asked myself, what was so different then from now. I can still die at any moment. Time is still moving forward, why am I taking it for granted? I have put myself first that has not changed since Cancer. I make sure I get rest when I need it and take time for me when I can. I see myself as important. I know you are thinking, “really?”, Yes. I thought being at home, not working, and just taking care of my children that I was on the bottom of the totem pole. I could be doing so much more. I could be useful in so many ways. I am a nurse. I have a degree in history. I am a talented artist. I felt like my identity was stolen by just sitting at home but then my mom got sick, who was her nurse, me. My son was diagnosed with autism who is his caretaker, me. I have a purpose but was blinded by hurt and betrayal.
Cancer gave me perspective…my family needs me. I am important and valuable. I am molding the future of this world and that is a huge job. Also keeping a safe and comfortable environment for love and growth in all who live and visit my home.
Did I believe in God?… Yes
Was I saved?…. Yes
But I was definitely under a stronghold (mindset) of disappointment, self-doubt, and lack of confidence.
I am asking you what has to break you free from your altered reality. Sickness, loss, old age; let go of all that blocks your greatness… see beyond your pain, see beyond your betrayal, and Break-free. See yourself through God’s eyes. He did not create you to wallow in self-pity and pain. You can decide to do better? You can decide to accept love? You can decide to block out the darkness and live in the light? You can decide what you should or should not let go of?
If it doesn’t work to enhance your life, Let it go.
If it doesn’t challenge you to grow, Let it go.
If it doesn’t help people, you or your loved ones, Let it go.
If it doesn’t help you maintain happiness, Let it go.
If it does not help you live the life God has for you, Let it go.
If it is not serving a purpose in your life, Let it go.
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