I had Breast Cancer… So?
I had Graves disease… So?
When does my body or my mind get over the facts that these things have happened… Maybe never…
I had my checkups again… yes again.
Will I ever put distance to the memories of being cut, poked and poisoned, so that my life would be extended or prolonged.
My voice, endurance, and tolerance have been changed by this experience as well as my faith challenged. My spiritual essence has also changed. My approach to everything is different. I am more relaxed in my talents, while I am trying to get comfortable with this voice. People do not recognize me over the phone, so I have to play the game of 30 questions before having a normal conversation. I have evolved into the nature of wellness? or adaptive to sickness? Now that I am deemed well. I am again having to change my habit of a routine of all-around wellness.
I had lost a lot of weight and energy due to sickness. Now, I still lack energy, but I am gaining weight and sounding like I am always hoarse and still can not laugh nor sing. Talking is laborious as well.
Even though I am smiling and joyful… these are my truths. I am grateful… to have a voice, gain weight and live to see another day but oh how I wish my voice was strong as it was. I once sang in a choir of 200 and was the only tenor. My voice was strong and I didn’t require much effort to be heard.
I do know everything happens for a reason and I know there is a plan. Oh, how my mother would have had the right words to comfort me. I miss her…
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Back to my train of thought…
How do I move on? How do I take my tragedies and turn them into triumphs?
Very Simply… I choose to.
I do what I love… I create, I design, I write, I love therefore I LIVE my LIFE in COLOR.
Will you join me? I challenge you to live the joy that you know even though you may not feel it.
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Your strength gives me strength to push forward. This is an excellent blog. Love it. Failing has never been an option.
Thank you for reading…
You can overcome it. There’s a guy on YouTube named Drew Canole. Look him up. FitLife.TV. Check the link in this blog comment. The guy in the video is him. He talks all the time about juicing vegetables. Do you already have a juice machine? Fresh pressed juice from veggies and fruit will help you overcome negative side affects of that. Wishing you the best. 🙂
I do drink my veggies and such I will check out the link
Thank you. Hope all is well. 🙂
You are such an inspiration. I am so sorry these things happened to you but you certainly are a role model for others of us who must go through similar challenges.
Thank you for commenting and reading…
I am so sorry you have dealt with all this. I too had surgery for breast cancer – and for the past 2 years have been very sick. Those of us that push on are strong. I wish you health. Thanks for sharing.
Aw, you are a strong person. I argue with life when I have period cramps then I saw your post, very moving.
Thank you so much for the compliment…
That’s a very nice view of the challenges that you went through in life. It would be so nice to be able to overcome a challenge and move on, and look at life positively after having survived them.
I find that if I dwell on my problems I become paralyzed with fear and insecurities. So I think of all positive reasons and possibilities to just make it through…
I can relate to this. I have had some pretty terrible things happened to me as a child and teen and I survived. Now I am battling some health problems and was down and out for quite some time. Now I am pushing through and using my voice to share my tales. It makes my day when someone tells me I have helped them somehow just by using my voice.
Yes your voice can help heal you and others… keep telling your story.