So… It is one year since I had my 2nd Surgery. The 23rd of July was my 1st Birthday. I remembered going to the hospital and thinking okay, I am going to get this part done, and then there would be reconstruction later done the line.
I woke up with family in the room that could be there. I in one bed and my children in the bed next to me watching television. Feeling queasy from the anesthesia but, knowing I was alright was amazing. I was thinking now I can relax… This fight is almost over… I will be able to mourn… I will get my hair back… I will be able to get my life back…I will be whole again…
Little did I know even though the cancer was gone, my fight continued. There was rehab. I still could not focus on mourning. My hair grew back but, fell out again because of my thyroid disease. Then surgery for my thyroid disease and losing my voice. Life may never be the same again with all the changes but, I am adapting to all my new physical physique. I choose no reconstruction; the process would be very hard on me and my family plus……. The PPPPPAAIN. My PERSPECTIVE has changed on what total wellness is and how it is achieved. I have a completely different outlook on life and people.
This experience has revealed my Strength, my Courage, my Wisdom, and my Faith that was passed down from the Woman whom I miss more than anyone in this world, My MOM. I can’t mourn her, for I would lose focus; I celebrate her life by living mine the way she would want me to.
I have found a voice even after losing the sound of my original voice… I speak my TRUTHS in ways I never thought I would be able to. I found peace in my TRUTHS that keeps my soul happy and calm. I hold no grudge as I do not hold my tongue because once TRUTHS are on the table things can be worked on…
My 1st Birthday was educational physically, emotionally, socially, and spiritually…
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I am grateful for the new experiences, the new love for myself, and my new voice.
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Congratulations on your victory!
Thank you….
Congrats on your first year. Wishing you many more! I will celebrate with you! In the past year I have learned to focus. Focus on what makes me happy. My son, my husband, my hobbies. Helping PAAC. I’m having a great time. Less worrying, more enjoying.
Thank you Kerri. Yes Focusing on what make me happy too… Totally agree at the end of the day worrying get us nowhere.
Seems like congratulations is not enough to say. I celebrate your growth, your truth, your strength and your bravery to share. A victorious victory!
Yes Thank you Annette A victorious victory!!!
Congrats on your first year! and may you have many more! I’m a survivor myself – 18 months free. Look to the joys in each day and try to forget the rest – they are not that important.
Congrats to you, Mary, as well. I agree… Joys are my focus and bucket lists… I am getting them done 1 by 1…
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You’ve gone through a lot and you came out strong and positive. That’s such a wonderful triumph. Here’s to your first year!
Thank you, yes I have!!!
What courage it must have taken! And a beautiful anniversary to celebrate. May you have many many more.
Thank you Carol
well congrats on the one year milestone. Lets see, my son got married this past year and adopted his girlfriends son. My son started college and that is just 2 of the big things that happened
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Thanks for writing this, I am sure it is a source of inspiration and courage to so many of us. Live every moment with life as that is the only way to live.